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Walking My Path
by Ranoli

So in to the body I came, and since being here, I have come to realize that Earth is a mystery to me. I do not understand much that happens here and because of that, I have had to have many experiences to help me understand the choices humans make and why. I've had to quickly have life-experiences so that I could know from my heart the human condition.

I think many Walk-Ins have to clear health issues, clear out the energy of our Walk-Outs. We have the responsibility to clear their emotional baggage and we really cannot move forward into our own work until that is complete.

For me, that meant becoming very ill and having accidents to knock issues loose. Like many beings, once here, I wanted to leave. I was giving my body a message to shut down so I could leave. My body was doing exactly what I wanted it to do, so I became very ill.

I remember one night knowing that if I woke up I would survive the illness. I also knew I could just as easily leave. I came to realize in that moment that it was okay to leave, to die. I wasn't afraid of dying, but for me, I knew I had not accomplished what I came here to do and because of that, I wanted - needed - to stay.

It was at that point I realized the messages I was giving to my body and how powerful my words and thoughts were. Things shifted immediately for me. My words, thoughts, feelings and actions reflected my desire to be on Earth, to complete my work or mission, and to have fun doing it.

When I made that choice my world shifted and I no longer saw Earth as alien or foreign. I belonged here and knew it. I fully entered into my body and liked it. That was very powerful and healing for me.

I think many of us walk away from the responsibility of doing the healing work necessary to make the body our own and then to fully enter into it. We do not understand the value in clearing the emotional issues. We can only do our work cleanly and clearly if we are clear vessels and that means clearing the emotional body.

For many Walk-Ins, the emotional body makes no sense. We understand the love aspects, but the fear aspects are a mystery to us and confuse us. I'm sure that's the truth for many "born-ins," as we all come from someplace else and many of those places do not have emotional bodies.

I know for myself, in order to understand love on this plane I had to understand all the many forms of conditions humans place on love. That means I had to experience all the pain and the fears humans place on love. By having those experiences, I came to understand love as experienced by humans on this plane. Because of that understanding I can now move forward in one piece of work that I have come here to do.

That is to teach a new method by which to experience relationship. I call this soul-driven relationship verses ego-driven relationship. There is no model for this type of relating on earth yet, but it is possible for this paradigm to be expressed. Many individuals are choosing to live life consciously, meaning that we are making choices as to how we will live our lives and how we will relate to others.

Something I have noticed is the willingness of beings here to give up their power, to just follow someone else's truth, whether it feels right for them or not. "So-and-so said I am such-and-such." People blindly believe what others say. It makes no sense to me. Individuals really don't want to own their power, to be self-responsible and the times are calling for us to all grab our knowingness and live our lives by that knowingness.

It's through our personal truth that the power to transform this world lies. If we are reluctant to find and use that knowingness - those gifts that come with it, then we are not completing our personal missions and we can never complete them.

We did not come here to be clones, but to be individuals expressing our own truth. By expressing our own truth, by being true to our soul expression we grow and learn, we experience our own creation. Many of us try to do this from outside of our bodies; we don't want to be present in the moment within our bodies. If we could have completed our work from outside of a human body there would have been no need for us to come here. We could simply have done whatever we came to do from out there, where ever "out there" is.

So, the one thing I wish someone had shared with me when I first arrived was how to integrate, how to work my emotional issues, how to make this life and this body my own. It would have saved me so much pain. but then again, I may not have learned all the things that I needed to learn through that pain.

I may not have remembered that all that happens in my life is by contract, by my creation. I may have missed the victim stage and that is so very core to the human experience.

So I want to remind my brother and sister Walk-Ins that we are not victims. We create every thing that happens to us. We are masters at creating, so take responsibility for what you have created, view it, change what you feel is out-dated and create something new that reflects who you are today.

Make those creations based on what you know as truth, not what someone else tells you is true. We are all learning different things, so how we see something is filtered through those life-lesson choices. If you do not share the same life-lesson choices, your need and understanding of an experience will be different.

Find out for yourself what that means. You do that by going within and asking. Find your soul-voice and learn to follow it. Find love and support for your soul not for your ego.

There are many ego-trappings here, the glamour of it all, they are an experience, they have value. Everything that you create has value. Find the value for yourself and then decide what you want or need to do with the experience from that point forward. If you need the glamour, then find out why your ego needs it and own it.

For me my ego shows me the areas of my life where fear resides, where my shadow side lives. It also helps me keep my body safe. I also know I have a soul that holds the blueprint for this life experience.

It is my job to hear my soul's direction so that I can help my ego steer my body safely through this experience so that I may learn and create what is the highest good for me.

I am not here to be 100% in the light or to be 100% in the dark. I am here to stand in the middle and hold love in one hand and fear in the other. By doing that I create compassion within me, I become unconditional love in motion by living from a compassionate heart.

When I am in that space I am happy. I am fulfilling my mission. I feel our core mission is the same, to be unconditional love in motion by living from a compassionate heart.