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~ May 2006
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Mozartballs, A Walk-Ins Story
by Steph Waller
It started with violins. Then came oboes and clarinets, and in
a few days the remaining strings. Although a professional musician
and singer-songwriter most of her life, Kaye was untrained in music
and had never been exposed to classical music. She grew up with
jazz, the Beatles, and church hymns. What lately resounded in her
head day and night was new, exciting, and even frightening.
Life hadn't been easy. It was full of abuse and her soul was as
delicate as a moth's wings. She had been a widowed mother of a
2 week-old baby when she was only 18. Then another marriage, and
a divorce that stole her second child from her. It was a painful
life and she was exhausted. Music was the only constant she had
and it was her lifeline, her connection with something larger than
herself.
A student of metaphysics and the world of spirit, she was a believer
in reincarnation and a great fan of Ruth Montgomery's books, especially
after two near-death experiences. She had even been regressed by
the man Mrs. Montgomery used for her research, and had logged many
out-of-body journeys. When she read Strangers Among Us, Kaye
felt that she'd found something that would come in useful for her
one day very soon. That's where I came in, so to speak.
I had been waiting to reenter the earth plane for a while. When
I learned of Kaye's request to leave her body and allow a Walk-In
to inhabit it, I considered her background and native musical talents
and decided to accept the offer. I knew it wouldn't be an easy
life to step into. I accepted that she had a great deal of unfinished
business that I would have to attend to before getting on with
my own, but I didn't mind. We were kindred spirits, she and I.
I felt very attuned to her. Thus it was that I began to prepare
her.
When we changed places, it was smooth and gentle, altogether an
easy transition as she sat at her piano in the trance-like state
so common to artists, writing the music I dictated to her. Although
she had never learned to write musical notation—and I was a little
rusty at managing a pen—we got it written down. It was Christmas
Eve of 1984, after the household was asleep. When I opened these
eyes several hours later, still seated at the piano, I saw before
me ten pages of finished manuscript; a fully scored piece of music
written in perfect score order in a neat, tight hand.
Award winning screenwriter Thomas Wallner ( Beethoven's Hair,
Solidarity Song: The Hanns Eisler Story , and My War
Years: Arnold Schoenberg , to name only a few) and Academy
award winning Rhombus Media ( The Red Violin , Beethoven's
Hair , 32 Short Films on Glenn Gould , and many
other films) contacted me in 2003 after having found a web site
I had at that time, called Notable Past Lives. He told me in
our first phone conversation that they'd been contracted to make
a film about Mozart for the composer's 250 th birthday celebrations
in 2006 and he wanted to know if I'd be interested in helping
him with it. I'm considered rather a Mozart historian by those
who don't know me well enough to know my real identity, so his
offer didn't sound out of the ordinary to me, but as time passed
and our communication expanded, I realized that what he and director
Larry Weinstein wanted was to spotlight my story as a Walk-In.
My story? I am the soul of he who was once named Wolfgang Amadeus
Mozart.
“Mozartballs” (lovingly named after the Salzburg confection that
was created to pay homage to their native son, “Mozartkugeln”)
at first appears to be a lighthearted look at people whose lives
have been dramatically impacted by Mozart, but like Mozart's opera, The
Magic Flute , it possesses profound symbolism for those whose
spiritual evolution has unveiled their understanding. This effect
has been carefully crafted by the talents of Wallner, Weinstein,
producer Jessica Daniel and cinematographer John Minh Tran. It
is also made in High Definition, something that only adds to the
beauty of the film. Although ambitiously filmed in Canada , the
United States , Austria and Switzerland , the 55-minute documentary
never feels rushed. It unfolds and evolves, taking the viewer on
a delightful and moving journey, each story containing a primary
element of being human: intellect, soul, flesh, and heart.
It has already been aired on the major European television networks,
at the Cannes Music Festival, and was celebrated as the opening
film at the Victoria Independent Film and Video Festival on Mozart's
birthday (January 27), followed by the blowing out of 250 candles
on a huge birthday cake that set off the fire alarm. Additionally,
it has already won a nomination at the Montreux Festival in Montreal
, something that usually takes a year to come about.
Because of the sensitivity of the filmmakers and their unprecedented
openness to all of the characters who are featured, “Mozartballs” has
met with very little resistance concerning my claim of having been
Mozart, and the fact that my partner (Lynette Erwin, who is also
featured) and I are both in female form, explaining that we are
twin souls. As this isn't daring enough, it is also revealed in
the film that in her eighteenth-century life, Lynette was the English
soprano Anna “Nancy” Storace, who sang the role of Susanna in the
1786 Vienna premiere performance of Le Nozze di Figaro and
was my true love.
Other characters featured in the film include composer and music
theorist David Cope, who, after a near-death experience, began
composing in the style of long-dead composers, using algorithms
and computers; Konrad Rich, who, after suffering through six or
seven years of a suicidal depression, went to Mozart's grave in
Vienna, calling for help and finally heard a reply that saved his
life; Franz Viehboeck, the first Austrian astronaut launched into
space and who took with him a bag of Mozartballs; and Julius Müller,
the effusive and delightful proprietor of Vienna's St. Marx Cemetery
who collects, catalogues and archives each and every letter and
card left on Mozart's grave, and reads them aloud to the composer
once a year.
To viewers who understand the metaphysical, these things are second-nature,
but to others they could seem laughable, even absurd. They don't
come off that way in “Mozartballs”, however. The film weaves a
delicate tapestry depicting its characters tenderly and compassionately,
and always with a hint of that famous Mozart giggle.
They have captured my spirit perfectly.
Information:
S.K. Waller's forthcoming book: Night Music: The
Memoirs of Wolfgang Amadè Mozart
Steph Waller's site: www.allabreve.org
Official website: www.mozartballs.net
Mozartballs is available on
DVD through the Decca Music Group. Check www.mozartballs.net for
more information.
~ May 2006
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