My Story
by Ranoli

I remember waking up or coming to, so to speak, on the floor of a motel. I remember so clearly looking at my hand and thinking, "Fingers . . . hand," and then flexing the fingers and thinking, "Okay, this is how you make the hand work." And then I remember thinking, "Oh hell, I'm in this body and it's tight!

The awareness came slowly and then very swiftly. It took some time to get my body up off of the floor. I stumbled about for a bit, not really having control. I went to sit upon the bed and was very surprised when it moved. scared, actually.

I use my brain much as you would use a computer, pulling up files and finding information, so I quickly had to find something in this mind to tell me why the bed moved. Ah, a waterbed, of course.

This all started for me July 5, 1985. The body was 30 and I had not been in physical form on Earth for over 10,000 years - when Atlantis was in the process of being destroyed. I remember that lifetime so clearly, I was a Walk-In then as well, but that is another story for another time.

I can also recall with great clarity the "before" time, when I was still free in form and not contained in this body. I was more-or-less sitting at my computer-like machine, though it is not like any technology that is on this planet. This machine would allow energy vibration to be calculated to determine how the balance of light was being held, it would hold and ground energies that were being fed to this plane to enable growth, peace and balance. (For me, Earth is an experience of polarity integration. I am a Galactic Ambassador teaching worlds and civilizations how to balance the polarities of light and dark and their many forms.)

But I digress. my last memories before selecting this life experience were of being in a galactic battle. As an Ambassador traveling to other worlds, sometimes I would be aboard a spacecraft of sorts. Now, what I am going to tell you is not the popular belief about Ashtar, but it is my knowingness, my truth.

Ashtar is actually a type of ship with a very special relationship with an organic humanoid-type being. The ship itself is known as an Ashtar, and the fleet is known as the Ashtar Command.

I was traveling aboard one of these ships going to the Alpha Draconian star system for a meeting with representatives from other planets. We were working on freeing a civilization from slavery. The humanoid aspect of the Ashtar ship in which I traveled was defecting and setting up all of the Ambassadors attending this meeting for capture by a rogue group in the Alpha Draconian system.

I came to understand this and warned the other Ambassadors and the Galactic Command or Federation. A battle ensued between the rogue Draconians and the loyal Ashtar ships. I was sent to Earth to save my soul from being vaporized. I know on Earth we believe souls cannot be destroyed but my memories tell me otherwise.

I am something of an energy consultant in that I bring and hold energies and help consciousness rise, or in some cases I remove necessary energy to allow consciousness to survive and develop. Coming to Earth was a natural choice as my skills were needed here and this was a safe place for me to be.

As I was preparing for this life experience I can recall standing in front of a big screen, working out the details of this life, just as souls do before descending into physical form. I recall many other beings around, who specialize in this type of work - the guiding of Life Choice.

I also remember having a conversation with my Walk-Out, agreeing together that we would trade places. That I would assume responsibility for her contracts and core life-lessons, and that I would complete them to the very best of my ability while also completing my own work.

I can remember the feeling of it all, the feeling of excitement, the feeling of love, of joy that many of us were coming in to fulfill a mission that was needed to balance the energies. Yes, there were many screens with many excited groups waiting for the final movement that would place us into a physical body. There were many souls going many places, some to other dimensions, other planets, and some to earth. Some of us would Walk-In to adult bodies and some of us would Walk-In to newly-created bodies.

When it was time (and I use time loosely here), I recall seeing my body on the floor of the motel room and knowing that it was time for me to enter. I recall many beings there to help with the process. Some were there to protect, some to do meta-surgery of a sort, others to help connect me to this body.

I recall seeing my Walk-Out leaving and severing her silver cord that connected her to this body and then I saw the meta-surgeons connect a silver cord from my own energy field to this body and then help me to re-animate the body.

It's true for Walk-Ins that for just a moment, the body is dead, without a consciousness, and that is why the protection is needed. The walk-in process is by agreement - an agreement between two souls to change places. The body is protected so that that agreement made by those two souls is allowed to happen as they have agreed it should happen.